Waiting for the holidays

Honestly, why do people lie. I know to many people think they are protecting someone. Usually themself. Because what they do not realize is they hurt everyone around them. Everyone really wants to believe what they are saying, but when the truth hurts, it is ok. At least it is the truth. You do not have to remember who you told what. And when you believe your own lies that is really crazy. Ok it is the holiday's and I have told a couple of things like I really do not know what is in the box. (When I really do!!!) Yes it is a lie and after next week I will tell them I knew the truth I just want to see them smile....I love Christmas when peole smile so much more.. A family member of mine is so excited because she has her daughters back home. That I think is the best Christmas present she could ever have or deserve. She has really changed her life around and deserves nothing but the best for her and her girls. I can not wait to see the girls I am sure they have grown so much. CHristmas, CHristmas time is here.... This is the cheapest Christmas we have ever had. I really feel bad that I can not spend more on everyone. But God has provided us with a wonderful family and everyone home and I think that is my riches for this christmas to have my kids all home for a short time all together. That is something I can not wait for. I love it. I do not think we have done that for a long time. It is usually one is here now one later. I think for a short time we will all be together.... Thank you God for this wonderful gift.. If I happen to not be back before Christmas, 2009, Everyone enjoy and thank you for the gift of the child.