Thursday, November 19, 2009

One Crazy MOM

I looked out the window today and what did I see, I seen a little birdie looking back at me.... The little birdie took flight and left, I stood there thinking to my self, were will he be tonight. I know were I am at tonight but what happened to the little birdie. I also look at my own family and I pray each day they all are safe at night, have a full belly and go to sleep with a smile. Life is really worth living to the most.
Last week I go the biggest shock of my life. I got a call my cousin at the age of 53 was found dead in bed. You are joking right. This person was the most energetic person I ever knew. She would do more in an hour than most would do all day. Yes she was a smoker and liked to have a drink now and then, but I asked God a hundred times, "Why Jan." I have not gotten any answer but I do know that someday I can ask him face to face "Why Jan" but by then I might have a lot more questions. And I really do because I often wonder, "Why, Justice, Uncle Claude, Sonny, Deanna, and the list goes on, and on"...
I am sure everyone has that same "WHY" Not just for the lost of a love one but for what people do in the life they live. Why does the wife cheat on her husband, why does the husband cheat on the wife, why does someone lie to make them self look better than someone else. Why lie at all. Does tellin a lie make life better? I have never seen a lie make anything better. I have only seen lies make things worse.
I have been told that I have lied about something but I can tell you and God, everyone lies sometime in their life. But was it to hurt someone, NO. I hate conflict and I really do not lie I just always hope things go the way I want. It does not always happen that way, so if that is lying then yes. ME too. I am guilty.
Can you say that you are guilty. I know I can and I am sure you are too. I want peace, no discontent. I like love, not hate. So were do you stand?

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Who is Cheryl anyway

Hi I am Cheryl.. I am a daughter,sister,wife,mother, and now grandma.. I love my life.

I am a very true believer of: Giving is better than receiving, and to treat others how you want to be treated. I love "passing it on." If someone does good to me I try to do better for the next person.

Trust me I am a little crazy, everyone is. I have always wanted to write a book. Maybe that will be what comes true in front of your eyes.. I am a retired police officer that is a jack of all trades. I am attending Ashford University, selling Mia Bella Products (Wonderful Job), substitute teacher, oh and I have a new and used products store called "This n That." Other than that I really don't do a whole lot. I feel I have enough free time to spend a little time telling everyone a story about this, "One Crazy MOM"

I feel people are becoming desperate to be the perfect person. I am just glad people find me crazy. I do crazy things because I want everyone to know it is ok to be a little crazy or eccentric, or any other word you want to call it. Just be truthful to yourself and others. Life is not always about what you can do for yourself. Just remember there should be NO number in the people you hurt column, hurting someone no matter how little is never ok. Think about putting yourself in the shoes they walk in. Maybe that is why you do not sleep at night or can not eat, does the stomach hurt or your back, a little headache that will not go away. Maybe it is the last person you lied to or hurt to make things go your way. If you can not keep good numbers and think it does not matter. Just remember someday you will have to answer to God for the things you do on this earth. How many questions will God have for you?

Well tomarrow I will be going on my little soap box again. So stay tuned for the good things in life Oh by the way I will give away things through out so let me know what kind of things you need. Notice I did not say want. What do you really NEED...