Time flies........

Well my life is like always a few less friends and family members due to deaths, but still not a bad life at all. Still todate no one has apologized to mom and dad for the calling human services and I really wish they would. Not a week goes by when mom says,"Who called those people anyway, what the hell was they thinking." I have yet to tell mom and dad who it was and If they do not apologize someday soon, our parents might go to there grave with this on the mind of who. Maybe I should just tell them and let them confront them. I really think that aged both my parents years and I know untill mom and dad gets an apology life will never be great for them. Maybe our little tattler needs to know that they are not perfect and life could be hell for them someday. Or maybe God will take care of them for us. I do not understand why they thought they was going after me when it was mom and dad they really hurt. Maybe that is what they wanted. And to have my own sister lie to my face, well someday she will also confront God and God will deal with her too. Well I gues I can say she only lieed when she said she did not know who called Human Services. Well my life goes on and I really try o not dwell on things that other think they can control. I just feel for my parents because they really deserve an apology from the person that called Human Services and it is so nice having friends in places of the know. Was I surprised, "No" Do I care that they are ignoriant of situation, "Yes" I would be glad to turn everything over to them. Let's see what they would do after the first month.
Frank and I do very little withour mom and dad. I feel I want to spend the most time I can with them now. God knows the time and date and I just want to make sure they get to dothings they want to do before that time and date. I know they have wanted to do things and other fmaily members tell them about what they have done and never even thought twice about them going, but would it of hurt them to even ask mom and dad to go. I know I will have no regrets, but will they. I have yet to see anyone except Cindy and me take them for walks even down the road. I really do not understand how someone can not think of the persons that live next door. Mostly when it is your own parents. Enjoy a walk with them. Take them for a ride, it does not have to be mothers day or fathers day or a birthday. Mom said she knows no one wants to take her anywhere because they go get things and bring them to the house so she can not get out of the house. I thoughtyep mom you are right it is easy for them to pick up things for you while they are there not thinking you might of enjoyed that trip too.
Dad wants to go to the fair and I will try and get him there even though I have other family member there some everyday but they would not think of taking dad with them. Why I am not sure. But that is the life they want to live let them because I will always have the smiles I put on mom and dads faces. Even having breakfast with them this morning was great. When they get tired or not feeling good you just take them home. Not a big deal. So enjoy what you do, I know I enjoy what I do, and I have so many great memories sorry you could not enjoy them too...

Yeah MOM

My mother is so excited... The doctor told her yesterday her sugar is better than it has been in 20 years. Ok we will say the the numbers look good.... We are not really sure how she is doing. He also said her blood pressure was a little high... "Could be that she worries too much," the doctor said. YEah she can not sit still. Her memory is terrible and she is getting lost in the middle of the night. Please lord help us get through this too. I know you will.. I want spring to get here... I think we are going to take mom and dad to Washington DC. so dad can see the WWII monument. I know we should of done this years ago. But it is really starting to mean so much more to me to see they do this stuff....I just do not understand why others just don't care what they do or feel they have done enough in the life they have lived. No they have just begun. I love the memories that I have had with mom and dad and frank and my kids to...

Well life is a lesson

I feel Life is a lesson. And I feel I am learning well. I try to be Caring, and Courteous. And I love my Family and Friends. I help when asked and I hardly ever turn anything down when asked to do it. I try to complete everything when I am asked to do something to the best I know how. I try to be Fearless...And Friendly. I kill spiders for my sister and I smile even when my heart is hurting like crazy. I am Gullible and Giving I try to believe everything I am told (even when it is just unbelievable) and I give what I can to the ones that need it more than I.
So What other lessons is life do I need...

Love love love

Soon it will be the month of LOVE.... February is the month of love with Valentines Day, and the coming of spring. We are looking for renewed life and happiness. Bring on the reason to keep it the month of love. I would love to give my honey and family something great. Even if it is a great evening with a fantastic meal. I want to be able to give my parents anything they would want for this month too. They are so funny, (my parents). I was laughing today to see them so much in love after so many years of up and down. They make me smile to see them smile and laugh as they talk about the love they have after 64 years of marrage. I have had so much fun watching them recently. I think it is because they are enjoying everyday.

They teach me how to enjoy the love I have in my life.

What a wonderful life I live

Again being very thankful for everything we have and our to receive in the future I find myself in tears. As I watch my Beautiful Grandson Brian and wonderful husband Frank sit on the couch as Brian plays a WII game and the music is so relaxing. I know you think a game with relaxing music. Actually it is...

Another week of getting things done and praying for the dentist to call with a cancellation. If not I will wait. Waiting is my specialty. Although I have many who will debate that fact. I feel it is. I want a lot and I worked what I think is the biggest share of my life and I have given away or paid for more than I have gotten. Just like the next person...

I never consider myself different than anyone else. I just have a different opinion at times. And unfortunately I share that opinion. When I should keep my mouth shut. But If you do not tell people how do they know how you feel.

I do feel my life is wonderful. I have wonderful parents and family. Yes I get upset with them but they have their opinion and I have mine.

Another Drama

We had quite an experience last week with my parents having a visit from the Department of Human Services. To our amazement some within the family took it upon themselves to complaint about the way they was getting medication. Needless to say I know it was an attack on me. To know that someone would put our parents through so much because they was upset with me. I really feel a person that does something like that needs to apologize to them. I stayed with our parents several days before trying to stop my mom from working herself to the bone and making herself sick. Then our dad he was sick for a week now several days before and know he is still suffering. They said they would not take them off to a nursing home but I have found out the report will always be there and if anything else every happens (like falling in the house and hurting themself) it would be brought back to light again. It could even leave to them getting an autopsy after death if they have any reason to think neglect was in affect.

That really turns my stomach to think they would put there own parents through something like this. Now that I know who called I feel an apology is called for. They might not of called but they gave the information for them to call. What was they thinking. All I know is now that I have choices.

Saving my Sanity

The stress of not knowing is always a stress er, but once you have the answer things don't always seem so bad. I had a simple question that someone would not answer so I looked for the answer myself. I found the answer, and darn it is was the answer I thought it was.... But for my own sanity I knew I had to know.
Some people might think that is lame but I knew I needed to know who could by the the thought of not thinking could upset the life of two people that done nothing to them but always be there. They did not think of what you should always think of and they are called consequences. I try to always think of the who what when and were's of my actions. My actions are mine and no one elses. I do not blame you for what I have done or not done in my life. I always say everyone has the same opportunities some take them some don't. I try to grab opportunity and be the boss of it in my like.
I amd happy with my life. I love my family and I love what I am doing. Yes, I have wishes and hope like everyone else. I pray eveyday for God to give me strength and purpose and I am glad to say he is always with me.